Damn,,,,,larry. I thought I had problems. Did you try Dear Abby? Like drifter said, I don't think the cablbar is where you want to get advise. Maybe you need to go back to dr and get some meds, some real good ones. You need some help, really bad. I know they say love is blind, but,,, damn man, even Ray Charles could see where this road is going. Happy Trails.
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