Give me a break...19 days??? You are crying over 19 days!?? Haven't been in this business very long have you...After Katrina I was gone the 3rd day after until Christmas, lived (literally) in my bucket van, and worked my ass off 15hours+ a day...Now THATS tough...but worth it both financially and spiritually in the end...Helped ALOT of people out...Others were there even longer...