You seem to be full of excuses. Believe it or not they did not speek english 2000 years ago, although we did get alot of our basics from them. 2000 years ago one of the words for fear was Yirah and it means awe, reverence, respect, and devotion as in to Yirah the lord. The other word for fear was Yakhsha which means fearfull. For God has not given us the spirit of fear (Yakhsha), but of power, and of love, and of sound mind. You should try Gods fear (Yirah) because God does not lie, if you do fear Him, He will give you all those things. You should try it, cuz we can all see what you have isn't working.
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