I get the impression from reading some of your posts that you feel all of us who are "believers in Christ" are childish or misinformed?
I consider myself a Christian, I am college and school of hard knocks educated. Having lived through some awful things in my life and observing the world around me, I can say that I do believe in a Higher Power.
How can you see a sunrise on the beach or the mountains and not believe?
This is just my opinion.... take it or leave it.
Please don't take this as judgemental, just observation?
Have a Blessed day!