Hell! Everyone sounds like sweaty to you. I guess deep down you can't stop thinking of him can you? Sounds like you still have feelings for him Ed. It must be hard for you, being as sensitive as you are, but it's time for you to just let him go and get on with your life. Some day you will find another.
God is great, beer is good, and people are crazy.
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