on Oct 11, 2010, my 15 yr old son took his own life and the only reasons i find were loneliness. not having mom and dad around like normal kids. a few moments here and there between "big jobs" that turn out to be mismanaged and worth less than todays cheesy unemployment checks.
ive since decided that this isn't the dream it used to be and not one i will ever chase again. ive enjoyed my time on the lines and always knew my shit. i just didn't know what it'd cost.
Damien Allen Hadsell, i will miss you forever. I love you. RIP "My little lineman"
to those of you who remain, god bless you and stay safe.
