You don't need info....you need a friggin' education....I'm sure that there are welfare and disability programs that will be glad to help you out and maybe even try to help you become a productive human being. I know that is asking a lot of anyone but some people are intrigued by challenge and that is what you are....very challenged.....good luck.
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