Dan, its the God vs. devil, good vs.evil, light vs. darkness thing, the ying and yang of life. I believe in God because I have had an experience with him, one that is unmistakable. I am not a shining example to be telling you this but you asked. You will not ever know God if you are unwilling to reach out to him, it might take a tragedy,being at your ropes end, who knows what it will take for you to seriously call out to God but until you do, you will not know God. It seems that you have a hardened heart, believe me life, people , relationships and reality can do that to ya. Good luck Brother....Phil
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