I'm there right along with ya. Used to be able to take my family away twice a year to Puerto Rico or DR for a couple of weeks, bills were paid on time, and I enjoyed the work. Now the prices have gotten so low I can't go back. I'm doing cabling work (low voltage) as a contractor and applied for my Home improvement contractors license as well. No sense letting a newer Chevy express and all the tools I have go to waste. But there have been a few days where I have parked near the railroad tracks and thought about kissing the express metro north.