Let,s see I'm not sorry about what I posted. But I do understand your grief and mistrust. I've been there too.
Look, every now and then we all get a bad steak(taste like @@@@), But that dont mean we dont like steak.
oldschoolgal,Wolf1,WmRussis,johngault, and Wife of a cable guy gave you some pretty good positive responces to your post. And I too agree that you have been slapped with a deadmans hand, but you will find a way to succeed, overcome, prospier as long as you deal with the reality of what is happenning. Just please remember that we are all different and thats a good thing because if we were all the same, Hell you mite be the President and everybody would drink Budweiser.
Lostlineman2,
GOD BLESS THE LINEDAWG AND FAMILY