Hate to say this cablehasnohonor; but you knew at the time you were treating those people like ****... You now find yourself alone and have had time to reflect on your behavior, well I myself can't and don't feel any sympathy for you; there is too many of your kind in this field and have screwed it up for the people who truly love it like my husband and many other cable dawgs, both men and women out there, the ones who have to put up with people that act like you to get a paycheck, so you probably won't find any sympathy on here, we've all become to hard to give into the meek and gotten screwed too many times to sit and listen to whinning and bull****. We've got work to do and losing money listening to your pitty party. GOOD LUCK!!!